grr.. im so furious. actually.. im not really. ok im kinda confused. i shld feel furious but i dun think im feelin furious.. grr. im gonna show them. im gonna show them!! that as i serve God i will be able to get a 6 points for o levels lor. then they will know that it isnt me. they will know it's God working thru me. they will see! even the blindest eyes, the hardest heart will be able to see and perceive. they will know!! im so desperate for them to understand! i know God is gonna do a great work in my life. im anticipating..
slept at 5am this morning.. hurhur.. i really needa take care of my body more. this week i shant push far too hard.. hmm.. yeap!
things werent supposed to be this way right?? there aint suppose to be pimples on my face, my results aint suppose to be the way it is, i aint suppose to have these kinda thots, my attitude aint suppose to be liddis, things shldnt be the way they are now... right??
im feelin so weakling again.. yes.. im sick.. like again!?! for the dunno how many times this year.. im gonna become the 2nd lin2 dai4 yu4.. but thank god it isnt very serious illness.. just cold and cough.. but my nose region is aching and there's excessive build up of hardened mucus in my nose.. wahhaas. and zhiwei and i were discussing abt the environment inside our noses.. wahhas. ok aniwae tmr's service!! finally.. the long awaited saturday is here.. hehehe. but before we know it, it'll pass us by and it'll be the start of another long and torturous week.. [o level english oral!!] but ok let's not be so negative. satuday is here! yay!!!
just woke up and had my lunch.. hahahas.. slept at 3am yesterday studying.. aniwae my cold has gotten better! praise god..! hmm.. i needa find a place to study.. suggestion?
my nose is a loose tap now.. it's constantly dripping out watery mucus.. arghh... and my entire nasal region feels stuffed up.. cant stand it. oh wells nvm. went out with my caregrp [2 new bees and 2 contacts] today! supposed to watch movie but it was full house for charlie and factory.. so we wenta eat at yoshinoya! the waiter there veh cute. wahahhaa im outrightly proclaiming my liking for him. ok im just kiddin! he looks younger than me. then took neoprints. XD really had fun with them and yushan was the one who organised the entire thing! prouda u girl!

oh ya! happy birthday singapore!! *sings happy birthday song to the soil*
im feelin so horrible now.. not being able to spend much time with my pple.. having little mood swings.. and coming up with weird reasons to not go school.. o level is making me sin big time mann..

nvm. it's ok. i will move on. there are great plans ahead of me. and i will bring them to past. =)) wo ke yi de! cos i've jesus with me!!